Is anyone out there?

Gads, I spend all day talking to myself........should I type to myself as well?  I think I will take the holidays off.....unless I hear or read otherwise.

My cell phone has been quiet too as well as messages, etc.  I thought, the last few times I called a few, they were too busy to talk so I wonder if they were really busy or just tired of hearing my same whine story.  So....I decided to wait until they wanted to talk. 

You see folks, this life is nothing but solitude.  You drive all day and sleep all night, to just start over again and again and again.......until you get home time.  So, you get damn lonely and unintentionally call those that you care about way more than you ever would if you had a LIFE and being a trucker, you really don't have much to say......just wish for someone to listen anyway as you are lonely. 

I use to be the life of the party.....this is hard, especially as I have missed so many holidays, birthdays, time with family and friends. 

I miss being missed...........

I miss being hugged........

I miss hearing laughter other than my own.......

I miss who I use to be.......

I miss those in my life.......

And.........

To continue, the whine bottle is capped!